written in third pd .

i know you said we couldn't be together cos' of the whole situation but to me i wish it had never started . you could have told me way sooner but its messed up that i had to ask to find out the truth . you said you didn't wanna hurt me and you didn't ; im just disappointed i thought you were different and obviously i thought WRONG as usual .you said you weren't ready for a relationship and i said i was okay with that ! But i also made it clear that i WAS NOT gonna be just another girl on the side and of course you said i wasn't . If another girl came along it shouldn't matter since you said you cared about me . You said i was : a blessing, your down ass chick, super sweet, beautiful, and any other thing that came to your mind, but it's probably my fault for believing your bullshit lies ;D I knew things wouldn't turn out like this once you got what you wanted , you were gone .i honestly don't even now why im writing about you cos' i don't feel stuck on you but i obviously care if im wasting my time writing this shit .
my mom told me to be classy about it so i am, i aint trynna trash you or anything but its just how i feel . i feel stupid cos' i was prepared for this or at least i THOUGHT i was . But it aint entirely my fault you shouldn't have said half the shit that you did say .Why'd you trip me when you had to intentions of catching me ? Talk shit please do cos' it's just gonna show how truly immature you are. But im hoping that you have more class than that . Being friends ? That's fine with me but get real we both know we wont be friends no more it's not gonna work out . I won call you or text you no more cos' i can only be nice for so long . And actually i rather you not call so i don't get attached again . When you get a new girl i wont be happy about it but it's not my choice it's your and hopefully one day you'll realize what you lost im not trynna sound cocky but it is what it is (=
"One thing i learned about life--it goes on "
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