Dying in the inside,

i havent blogged in a long time.
To be hones ti just aint got much to say now days.
Same shit all the time.
I feel like shit ALL THE TIME
everyone thinks im'a miracle worker,
im fifteen i cant be solving everyones problems.
I got my own shit to handle.
I understand and i'ma try to help.
I dont wanna be selfish but wtf?!
idk everyday gets harder & harder. Im literally feeling pain now.
Its not just a mental thing.
Fuck idk already, is love really this worth it?
<3taylorlahela.